Thursday, August 10, 2006
it's been a week since my grandma died. it's weird cos i only feel sad a bit and i didnt cry. whereas when my st margs principal died i cried like mad & it took days for me to pull myself together. is there anything wrong with me? well, there's an Indonesian saying, "tak kenal maka tak sayang" which means not knowing the person therefore i cant love. you see, my oma*grandma lives in surabaya while i live overseas. i hardly see her. i only saw her like last year and she was hospitalised.. as for my principal,mrs caroline lee, she really cared about everyone in the school and she knew us by name! over 500 girls! that means she really took an effort to do so. she knew who's who, the good, the bad & the ugly. many of my friends also had this kind of feeling. she was like our mother in skul. her leaving made SOOO much differences in d skul.. haiz.. dun wna talk about this alr. it makes me sad..
on a lighter note, i had this weird dream about 2 guys that i know..they r C & S.. u know who lah.. it's like this.. C & me went out together - the weird part is C asked me out b4 i dreamt! - and S saw us together.. then we had this lil' conversation.
S: what r u doing? who's this?
me: this is my friend, C.. we r just walking around..
S: oh i see *looks at us in a funny way*
C: who are YOU?
S: oh, i'm grez's friend too.. u guys enjoy..
ahahahaha! it was like S felt jealous and cant stand to see us together o.O weird eh?
ok lah, i need to go to skul soon.. so tata! :D
