my memories
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
A TALK WITH MY CELL LEADER [100exact words]
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i wonder if u wan me as yr member
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
y?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
coz u seem 2 b TOO BUSY TO TALK 2 MOI
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
HAIZ
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
BUSY
Being
Under
Satan
Yeah
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i'll go sumwhr elz
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
if u dun wan mi
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
are you very free?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
yupx
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i'm 2 free in fact
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
HONESTLY,do u wan me as YOUR MEMBER
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
if NOt, i HAD TO LEAVE W125
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
tell me ASAP
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i dun wanna be NEGLECTED
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
no one is neglecting you.
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
but i FEEL THAT WAY
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
all are BUSY PLS
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
im left ALONE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
NOT REALLY ALONE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i stil hav GOD
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
Grace, get this right. we are busy, not because we are under Satan. but we are all fulfilling our purposes.
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
an idle mind/hand is the devil's workshop. heard this before?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
yupx
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
itz t as if I DONT READ BIBLE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
daily
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
we are not busy for nothing. we are urgent about everything.
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
what's most urgent to you today?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
but cant spare FIVE MINS
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
are you sure you only want 5 mins.
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
my n-Xtian frens r beta in dis area
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
u SO FREAKING BUSY
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
5 MINS IS
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i juz wanna 2x check
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
there are 20 people in the CG, 18000 people in the church. if I laze around, it is fair to the others?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
quite true
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
mayb i talk 2 ppl like
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
BRO AARON, SAM
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
how long have you been a CHristian?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
u mean born again
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
yes
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
since i STEPPED MY FEET INTO CHC
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
yupz
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
that's how long?
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
how many months, years?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
lemme tink
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
july 2 3 - still counting
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
almoz 2 yrs
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
2 years!!!! and you are still behaving like you just came to church!
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
pls
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
friend, move on!!
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
I HAVE MY PROBLEMS
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
y u t nk i was HOSPITALISED LAST YR
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
so now you say you have problems. I though you said the problem is I"M TOO BUSY?
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
PLS DUN TALK
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
u gonna make me feel UPSET
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
OK
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
I ADMIT IT
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
I'VE GOT SOME DISORDER IN MY HEAD
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i see specialist
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
drink all sorts of medicines
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
SOMETIMES COME 2 A POINT WER I JUZ WANNA DIE DIE DIE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
if i had a CHOICE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
I'D ASK GOD 2 TAKE M LIFE DIS VERY SECOND
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
pls
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
WHY live when u r HURT all time
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
bet u dun all THESE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
y dun u go 2 my blog
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
i don't blog.
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
u can read
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
and i dun like blog
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
DERZ MORE 2 ME
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
THAN MEETS THE EYE
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
blogs tell others what you want others to think about you, not the real truth. I think blogs are deceitful.
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
n why i still wanna live
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
JESUS IS THE REASON
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
that's why i dun blog
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
MINE'S NOT LIKE THEIRS
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
im nt HYPOCRITICAL
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
IM NT OTHERS
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
Grace, i think your problem is that you think you are "TOO SPECIAL:.
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
IM ANDREA GRACE CHANDRA, t OTHERS
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
i dun wanna TALK
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
BYE
Careen_Keep Believing... says:
you started first.
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
I GOTTA BLOCK U 4 NOW
aishiteru ; jia en <3>
SRY
``lost for words``
9:51:00 AM
stop and think;