Sunday, July 10, 2005
my mood is a yoyo today.
UP DOWN UP DOWN UP DOWN UP
you'll know why slowly..
i lurve keeping people in SUSPENSE!
hurhur.. :D
DARK color - down. LIGHT color - up.
kinda stable when i'm outside d house..
but when i cudnt get a *beep* taxi, i stood outside my condo like some dumb gal.
plus plus my muscles went crazy wrong time..
THANKS VERY MUCH!
so being a smart being, i called a cab!
like HELLO!!!!
i'm not AS STUPID AS YOU THINK OK!!!
ehemm..chill chill..
see wad i mean???
hmmm.. pretty ok here..
no signs of UNSTABLENESS.
safe to be approached.
continue journey to yishun by mrt.
zzz on the journey
totally go ballistic!
meet my friends mah..
not just FRIENDS.
MY FAMILY IN CHRIST (:
so of coz uber mad lah!
if u were me you'll know...
still ecstatically happy happy..
from cgm till it ends.
got food provided!!!
*eyes go cringx*
well, this is the part wer i go very UN-ME
NORMAL ME never object FREE FOOD.
BUT i did!
NOT ME.
i seem to be ok on the way to church.
act so completely normal.
VERY STABLE.
in church also normal.
the ABNORMAL part comes later
service was SUPERBLY GREAT!
sort of one of THE BEST SERVICES!
my last and best service on 2005
i dunno when i can experience such services elsewhere.
CITY HARVEST CHURCH IS THE BEST CHURCH!
i can be anywer on d world but i can only can say THIS IS MY ONLY CHURCH GLOBALLY!
see, i luv my church INSIDE OUT (:
NOTHING CAN MAKE ME DENY THIS!
EVEN IF IT COSTS MY LIFE.
muscle aches acting again
ppl prayed and i have FAITH I'D BEEN HEALED!
of coz i heal!
who's MY GOD?
THE ONE AND ONLY.
THE BEGINNING AND THE END.
amen- (:
i start to be blue.
i feel quite buai song here.
blame the rain!
it affects my MOOD
i feel so pissed when i cant open my new umbrella.
JUZ BECOZ I CANT OPEN IT
getting worse n worser as you scroll down
READY?
i ask WILLEY aka LILLEY buy food 4 mi since i quite uncomfortable.
i sit wif my family loh.
ELAINE n me are d only gals der
den she order drink for ppl liddat
*el: future job waitress?or u very pro at dis thing?*
dun angry, itz juz MY THOUGHT!
haiz..he buy wrong thing..
but im cool with it!
d diff is juz fried and unfried noodles
so? who's complaining?
after buy food i DONT eat it
NORMAL ME gobbles the food once its served, NOT STARING AT IT!
i admit i was WEIRD
what's worse, i HARDLY touched the food.
bugger!!!
WORST!
MOST UN-ME EXPERIENCE
ALL IN CAPS & BOLD
EVERYTHING SEEMS TO FALL APART HERE
I ASKED CLEMENT DA PAO FOR MY FOOD SINCE I DUN WANNA WASTE MY $
SO I ASKED D GALS TAKE PIX
I ASKED CARMEN AKA ALYCIA TO DO IT
BUT SHE NICELY REJECTED ME
REASON BEING:
SHE'S NOT CHIO, NO MAKE UPS
TRUE! BUT BEING SUCH A BUMMER
I GOT MAD AT HER DEN I CRY.
PLS, I PISS PPL OFF, I MYSELF CRY
[NO COMMENTS HERE. PLS GIVE SOME OK.
WONT BE OFFENDED
BUT I DONT PROMISE I WONT
SEE THE COMMENTS 1ST]
CONT'D..
SO I TURN MY FACE AWAY FROM CARMZ
I DUNNO HOW SHE FEELS.
*carmz:sry dear, i dun mean 2 hurt u..as i said i was UN-ME..4giv me pls..*
FEEL BUAI SONG, I ASK WEEFU 'I-ZELL' 2 TELL CARMZ:
ASK HER DUN TALK NOW OR I GET MORE MAD.
WAH! THAT'S SO MEAN MEAN MEAN PLS!!!
SO MUZ HAVE MESSENGER NOW???
I WAS TOTALLY LOST THEN..
BUT I TOOK OUT word of God AND READ IT
*D ONLY [ME]*
I KNOW THAT THIS IS JUST A TEST FROM GOD
SO I WUN GIV DEVIL ANYMORE SMILES
I TURN HIS GRIN INTO TEARS
TRUE!
I WAS COOLED DOWN WHEN I READ THIS:
Psm 103:8
I THINK.
BTW,IT WORKS!
A BATTLE IS WON!
A RISE IN FAITH GAINED!
A FRIENDSHIP IS SAVED!
WHEN A DOUBLE-EDGED SWORD IS USED!
thank Him.
so i tell carmz im not angry anymore
im glad i've a friend like carmz!
if i were her, i would walk away pls!
so patient to face such an unstable fren like me (:
3 cheers to carmz!
*carmz: *head swells* wah! sum1 hapi horz!*
of coz d others [lilley,i-zell,ZQ,clementi,cat]
sure are SUPER PISSED OFF alr!
i juz can sense it.
man, i feel very very very lucky to have dis kind of frens ok!!!
face it,can u behave like THEM with the above situation???g
I DOUBT IT
*all: wah! u guys sure grin eye to eye yeah!*
feel beta!
see change color!
quite stable from coffee shop to mrt
welcome,UN-ME.
btw i saw sum1 STALKING me!
im not yet a SUPERSTAR ppl stalk liao
i dinno how IF I REALLY AM A SUPERSTAR!!!
hahaha =D
quite angry angry..
i thot el n jiahui/jia/i-lynne
go without me!
hahahaha..
my bad la (:
i walk slow n a bit blur too! =P
btw, d so-called STALKER go wimme 2 take train!
hahas. FUNNY! GOING WITH SOME STALKER...
back,i saw agnes/angel/peishan n company up der..
duno y call her ANGEL all d time lei! (:
btw,i misbehave in mrt.
angry at ppl 4 no OBVIOUS reason!
agnes nvr see mi wen i call her i upset le.
den wen my gang comes, i go their place & again CRY
haiz.. my fren muz have a lot of patience to face me manz!!!
pity them.
so all r fine in d end.
u ask me?
WAD DA HELL IS WRONG WITH GRACE???
ME:
eh, i girl lei!i got it! if u know wad i mean..
had a happy ending (:
